I wish I could go back

Hi guys, it’s been some time since I blogged here again. But I wanted to share this little, short video I made yesterday. This little memoir means alot to me. Especially sorrounding the cancer, things that shouldn’t have happened, and how I wish we could go back to the time when life was free from worries.

I am not going to go too deep into introducing this video, so here it is.

Tackless jumping!

It’s been a good while since I uploaded my last video, so it was about time! A couple days ago, we worked more on jumping tackless. Or, with a neckrope, but it’s basically tackless!

Baldur did very good! He was a bit energetic a couple of times, and sometimes he would ignore me, but other than that, he did great!

I do hope I keep posting more videos. I brought my camera stand to the barn, so it’s somewhat easier for me to get videos even if no one can do the recording for me. I’ll just set up my camera and record on my own!

Would you like to see more videos?


Our feeding routines

Our feeding routines are a big part of the daily routines. To have a healthy and happy horse, the insides are what counts the most. The feed I have decided to give Baldur is to keep a balance in his gut flora, to keep his skin, fur and mane healthy, and not least to keep him fit and muscular. I do also give him special supplements to keep his eczema in check.

  • Witanor Horse (link)

First of all, let’s start with the one supplement I have been using for ages. To be more exact – 3 years! Witanor Horse is a supplement I started using when I bought Baldur, and it has helped us so much! Not only does it help him gain weight(he had a period where he was very skinny), but also muscle mass that stays forever. Since getting his diagnosis, we’ve had periods of 3-5 weeks at a time where he would stand still. But his muscles never faded. That way it was easier to take breaks and come back without having to work alot to get back to where we were before the break. In addition, Witanor does wonder for the stamina! Baldur can go on for ages without tiring.

Witanor also helps to stabilize the gut flora. Baldur has, cross my heart, NEVER had diarrhea since I started giving him Witanor. He also used to be very skittish, something that has “tuned down” since we started this supplement. He is still skittish, but the level of skittish is way lower than it used to be. His fur is also great, and it has helped alot with the worst parts of the eczema. Not only has it helped with all of the above, but I do strongly believe it has helped Baldur alot with healing processes. Taking biopsies, using chemo treatments, and generally wounds – it all heals faster for Baldur. I definitely recommend this product!


EQmach is another product that I have grown to love. This product is great for avoiding the lactic acid building up while working out so that we can work longer, but it also helped Baldur to keep focus and improve his stamina. EQmach is also great to strengthen the joints and tendons over time, it helps with quicker restitution and reducing stress in the horse.

Baldur has always been the stressed type of horse, but this has really changed! Especially on shows and competitions, I get alot of comments about how relaxed and happy he seems to be on the competition grounds. The new apple flavour also smells delicious – almost like apple tea!


  • Trikem MSM

MSM is something I just recently started to give Baldur. MSM actually contains sulfur, which is great for the immune system. Especially when it comes to Baldur and his eczema. In Iceland, there is natural amounts of Sulfur in the air, but when Baldur came to Norway, that has much less Sulfur, his immune system stopped working as good as in Iceland. So with MSM, I hope to bring his immune system back in to gear.

We have been  using this for around 3-4 months now, and I already see a noticable change. He reacts less to bug bites(he is allergic to gnats especially), and I have days where I don’t put on his eczema rug. Right now, I am trying to see how long we can go without the eczema rug!


  • Diamant, Multi-vitamins and Betfiber

Oh yes, we have more to the list! Champion Diamant(the top left cup), or Diamond in english, is a mix of muesli feed. It has a high fiber content, 15% apple, it has vitamins, minerals, is low on starch and has 10% fat. It also has some carrots! I also give Baldur Champion Multi-vitamins(top right cup), which speaks for itself! And lastly, Champion Betfiber, which is an easily digestible feed that adds fiber-based energy(from beet pulp). It also has some added electrolytes!


Below, you can see one of the buckets Baldur get’s every day. He gets one bucket in the morning, and one in the evening. Both buckets have the exact same: 

30ml Witanor Horse

15ml EQmach

15ml Trikem MSM

1dl Champion Betfiber

2dl Champion Diamant

0,5dl Champion Multi-vitamins

And at the end I add around 6-7dl of water to make a nice, thick porridge! Baldur absolutely loves this mix, and he is always eager to be taken inside in the evening to get his feed.

Lastly, he does of course get hay feed as well. Three times a day he is fed 3kgs of dry silage made for horse consumption. A total of 9kgs every day, but he can also go up to 10kgs or down to 8kgs, all depending on how much work he is in and if he is on the skinny or fat side. He also has a big, yellow block of mineral salt in his paddock, so that he gets free access to as much salt as he might need!


What are your feeding routines? Do you use any of these products, or similar?

Letting go of the reins!

I know it has been a very dry period when it comes to blogging. Not much has happened, and I am pretty much working every day with exams or at my job. The summer has finally come to Norway, and everything is green and warm, I love it!

Baldur had about three weeks off due to some back issues, so he had a couple of sessions with an equine masseuse. His body has improved alot in the short time, and I was able to ride him once before the next competition! You got it right, I rode him just once before riding at the competition. Since his muscles have not faded and his energy level has been on top, I decided a small competition will not hurt.

Himmelspretten, as it is called, is a very casualy competition where all kinds of equipages, from beginners to experiences. A perfect time opportunity to try something new! So I entered us in the class called T4. T4 is the same at the other tölt class, just that the last task is tölt on loose reins! I have always wanted to try this with Baldur, but I never dared to enter, because I have been expecting him to go crazy and just bolt off if I let go of the reins.

We haven’t really been practising riding tölt on loose reins either, it’s just been this thing that we do from time to time. To my surprise, Baldur did amazing! He was so stable, and he kept the tölt for over three rounds! Tölting Baldur on loose reins can be tricky, as he tends to fall over to trot if you don’t work him. So I had to constantly keep working and working him so that he wouldn’t transition to a trot. And it worked! In addidion, at the last competition, his weight boots broke. So this time we tried without weights, and he did great!

In T4 we ended up with a total score of 5,0 and first place! In V2(four gait) we ended up with a total score of 5,33 and 11th place!


Photo above: After the first class, T4, we had about three hours until our next class. So we used the time wisely, walking around the competition area and getting him exposed to different things!


Photo above: One of my favotite photos from trot! He is actually uphill here!


Photo above: Photo from the fast tölt!


Photo above: He looks so content!

Two new additions to the family!

It’s been a while since my last update, but yesterday I did something that I have been wanting to do for a long time. I got myself a pair of Gerbils! Ever since I moved to Hamar and started living alone, it’s been very empty without having the cats around me at all times.

So a couple of days ago, Kiko and Yuuto came into my life! They are 6 week old brothers, Kiko is the honey cream and Yuuto is the black eyed white. If they only knew how pampered their lives will be!

I also made a little video of them today as I was exploring some video settings on my Canon camera. They were too cute!


We won!

I guess it’s pretty clear in the title, and yesterday’s competition was perfect. If we look away from the awful weather, that is!

I was actually thinking of eliminating myself because I was feeling very sick. I had been up since 5 in the morning with stomach ache and cold sweat, and I was so out of strength. But I had to at least try to get myself up and to the competition area and see. After eating breakfast and drinking more water, my body and me were getting more and more along.

I am so glad that I decided to go, as we had an amazing day! We did not only break one personal record, but we broke two! In the tölt class(T3) we ended at a total score of 5,5. The ground was rock solid like pavement because of the cold weather, but Baldur didn’t mind. We ended up at a third place with a blue ribbon in that class!

Later the same day, we had our second class, the four gaited class(V2). Since it was after noon and the weather was much milder, the rock solid ground had turned into a muddy disaster! Not only that, but it was snowing like crazy! The weather Gods weren’t on our side. But again, Baldur didn’t mind, and he happily performed! We ended up with crushing our old record and getting a total score of 5,63! We are getting closer and closer to the big 6! And as the title says: we won.

When I found out that we won the V2 class, I literally cried. My friend and competition, Madeleine, had to hug it out with me and calm me down. It has been half a year since Baldur was diagnosed with cancer, and I was sure that I was never going in the ring with Baldur again. So I have to say that it feels like we can do anything from this point on.

I am so happy, and Baldur was such a great companion! His ears pricked and he was always looking for treats and cuddles. He is a true champion to me.

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A big thanks to Camilla Bastiansen for the two first photos, and Anne Kirketeig for the rest! You can find her photography page here!

Painted dream horse on the loose

The snow is slowly melting away, and with the melting snow comes the grey grass and mud. Another stage before we finally get spring. But we have managed to get a few more photos in the Norwegian snow!

We let the horses run loose on in the outside riding arena, and they had quite a bit of fun! From rolling, eating snow and chasing each other at full speed. The weather was once again on our side, and the photos speak for themselves!


Bitless and bridleless

It has been a lot of focus on working the tölt for the competition lately. And since we had such a great experience at the competition, Baldur has had a little break from the hard training. It’s important to give the horse variation in training, so that he won’t get bored or lose interest. 

I’ve tried to be a bit spontaneous lately, which has resulted in some nice hacks, bridleless work and some trick traning! Baldur has been very relaxed lately, and I think that has to do with the temperatures rising. But it’s quite nice to have a calm, steady horse(apart from when he spooks, though)!

We rode bitless and bridleless, but with a saddle this day. I can’t lie, Baldur is horrible to ride bareback. His trot is almost impossible to sit down to, so I safed it by choosing my sturdy saddle. We haven’t done much bridleless work lately, but Baldur still remembers it. He behaved like a gentleman and gave me such a good feeling. It was pure joy to ride, and that is exactly what I strive for in my riding and horsemanship.

Although I don’t ask much of him in collection, we like to work on the basics like turning, moving the front end and moving the hind end. One of the things we work most at is actually the “stop”. It is an essential thing to have when riding with less gear. So I try to make the stop a fun and rewarding exercise. It has helped in many situations where I for example lose balance and need a quick break.

However, we can’t get too dreamy just yet! There is another competition coming up in just two weeks! So we will hopefully be ready by then to show everyone what we can do!


Photo above: Baldur trying to be a dressage horse perhaps? Sadly no activity in the back!


Photo above: This is more like what I want. Relaxed top line.


Photo above: When something is spooky and your horse forgets how to horse. His legs came to half the length!


Photo above: No hands, no problem!


Photo above: My absolute favorite picture!


Photo above: You can see how loose my girth is! I think Baldur does blow in air to make himself fat when I tighten the girth. But the saddle stays!


AEG Shopping Haul

I finally get to show you what I bought while I was at AEG! It wasn’t much in quantity, but in quality rather! I earned quite a bit of money on selling the photos I took at the competition, and I actually managed to afford the pants I’ve been drooling over for the past few years! I was hoping to be able to earn money so that it could almost “discount” the pants, but I actually made enough to buy three pairs(I only bought one pair though)!

Under this paragraph you can see a photo of my new pants. I had to go up two sizes because they are so small in their sizing! These are the Top Reiter “Pocket” Softshell riding pants, and the price is at 2479,- NOK, or roughly $320 USD. I have never tried on better riding pants than these. And riding in them is on a whole other level! They are absolutely amazing riding pants and also my new favorite pair. It felt weird to have so expensive riding pants in the stable.


The next item on the list is also from Top Reiter! I was actually not looking for a new girth, as I already have an OK girth from before. But I was of course in a shopping mode and I couldn’t resist getting this wide, Easing-Girth. It is meant to evenly distribute the pressure around the girth area so that the ride is more comfortable for the horse. And you all know that I do anything to make my horse feel like a king. The cost of this girth was 1449,- NOK, about $190 USD, a little pricy this one too! Picture below!


Next up is something that I have been wanting for a while(since I bought the Icelandic Harmony shanked bit for competing). It is a Hrimnir Cavession, a high noseband. It has really soft leather and fit Baldur like a dream! It’s also the same brand as the neck piece I already had(with the similar browband as in the photo below). The price on this noseband wasn’t too bad, at 549,- NOK, around $70 USD.


I wasn’t planning on buying a new bit, but I have been kind of in love with the bits from Hrimnir for a while. The detail is gorgeous! They had them on AEG for 1099,- NOK($140 USD), but I was lucky enough that my friend Anneli was selling hers in the right size for half the price! It’s good to have some variation in the bits, so now I have the double jointed Hrimnir as well as my straight eggbut bits.


It was about time to get Baldur a new stable halter for “regular” use around the barn and such. I mean, I haven’t bought him a regular halter since I first bought him two years ago. I fell in love with this tan and marine halter from B Vertigo, and there was no doubt when I purchased this one! It fit Baldur perfectly! It was on 50% sale as well, so it only cost me 180,- NOK, approximately $20 USD!


And lastly, I couldn’t resist picking some treats for Baldur. There was a Lexa stand where they sold treats. You’d pay around 80,- NOK($10 USD) for a bucket, and you could fill it as full as you possible could, as long as you could get the lid on. Surprise, surprise, I filled the bucket so full that the lid had a curve in it. But hey, it stayed on! Getting the most out of my money on this one! The flavors from left to right are: Carrots & beets, pineapple, multi mix and mint!


I do believe these are all very necessary items! I have also began feeding Baldur with EQmach again, as well as I just got in a new supplement called MSM. It actually contains a lot of sulfuric acid that is hopefully going to help Baldur on his summer eczema. But anyhow, what do you think of my little haul? 

Treatments and Witanor

It’s nothing new that I am doing the treatments of Baldur alone, but yesterday we got to document it as well. This is the second time I have done treatment on Baldur, and it’s not looking too bad. 

I found one of the spots on the darker skin that I thought I might as well put some treatment on, as they look like the papillomas. Better to be treated than not, I guess? I had a veterinarian come out to drug him with Plegicil to let him drop, and I did the rest myself. It’s easier for me this way. Being able to look closely by myself(I have been through this too many times and know exactly how it’s supposed to look), and treat him alone is also the cheapest option.

The veterinarian has sent in an application to get a prescription on Plegicil gel, so that I can try to drug him myself again. Since the regular sedative gel(Domosedan) didn’t work well enough on him, I have to try to get Plegicil. The thing is that it’s not prescribed to just anyone, so I hope I get it. It would make everything much easier and not least cheaper.

I am still thinking back at how well Baldur has been and is handling the treatments. I was told by my regular veterinarian that the horses who are treated can get tired, loose spark and have big wounds in the area of treatments. Baldur has done impeccable and he has shown no sign of change in behavior, and he is as energetic as always. I think a lot of this is thanks to the supplement I have fed Baldur on for the last 3 years. It’s called Witanor Horse, and it is enzymes and probiotics. The wounds from the chemo treatments heal so fast.

Not only does it help with keeping the lactic acid at bay, but it has done wonders on Baldur. He used to be so hyper before and run off in a bolt any time he seemed fit. But I think Witanor helps to keep him sane and “down to earth”. And of course, it helps a lot on his summer eczema. Less itching and more mane and tail growth! I should also mention that ever since I started Baldur on this supplement, he has never had a bad stomach. His muck is always nice and firm(I know horse people love to inspect poop). He doesn’t even get travel stomach, nor does he react to sudden change of feed.

Have you heard about Witanor? And would you try it if you had the chance? I know that a lot of Norwegians swear by this supplement(as do I). I know that it is being sold world wide as well! You can check out their website here, by the way!


Photo above: Can you see the huge papilloma-like spot?


Photo above: Another small papilloma(at the tip of my middle finger).


Photo above: My little man after the treatment was done! I am so glad to have such a kind horse. Standing still with no argument while being treated.